Just Sayin’

"Just Sayin'" As an expression is most often used at the end of a rant or at the end of a suggestion ameliorating a hot pitch with a shrug and an I don't care. Of course the speaker cares but in the span of life she'd rather point out the issue than make a life's crusade out of it. Not that a life's crusade couldn't be merited and not that the thing itself isn't a real pita but, really, one has to move on. "Just sayin'"

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You Are What You Tweet

I used to tell my students they can remake themselves. ‘You are what you eat.’ But i went further into the metaphor saying, if you surround yourself with t.v., you’ll talk about t.v. Surround yourself with sports, you’ll talk about sports.
So, let’s consider remaking ourselves.  You are what you surround yourself with. When you talk – your references are that with which you surround yourself. If you surround yourself with jazz, cool films, literature – they will become your references. And folks will know you as a person who consumes both culture and comment, a person whose heart is buoyed by art.
This is clear on Twitter – look back over your posts. What are your references? ask yourself, “What you eat?’  Because, you are what you eat. You are your business, your blog, your camera, your art, your books. You are, therefore,
what you tweet. But remember – there’s inspiration and expiration. Breath it in – the books the art, the sports, the music – expire it – that’s you, in expiration.
Is that who you want to be? Look over your posts periodically. Read through them. Are you happy with yourself? Do you expire in your posts? Is that you in the tweet mirror?
Two doves wait the visitors out at home in Montepulchiano

Two doves wait the visitors out at home in Montepulciano

I used to tell my students they can remake themselves. ‘You are what you eat.’ But I went further into the metaphor saying, ‘if you surround yourself with t.v., you’ll talk about t.v. Surround yourself with sports, you’ll talk about sports’.

Extend. If you post on Twitter – your words of reference are all I know of you. If you are these things, sports, t.v., computer games, and you are happy these posts represent you. Great!  But if they aren’t you in aggregation, what then?

So, let’s consider remaking ourselves.  Rephrased: you are what you surround yourself with. When you talk – your references are that with which you surround yourself. If you surround yourself with jazz, cool films, literature – they will become your references. And folks will know you as a person who consumes both culture and comment, a person whose heart is buoyed by art.

This is clear on Twitter – look back over your posts. What are your references? Ask yourself, “What do you eat?’  Because, you are what you eat. You are your business, your blog, your camera, your art, your books. To me, you are, therefore,

what you tweet. But remember – there’s inspiration and expiration. Breath it in – the books the art, the sports, the music – expire it – that’s you, in expiration.

Is that who you want to be? Look over your posts periodically. Read through them. Are you happy with yourself? Do you expire in your posts? Do *you* expire in your posts? Is that you in the Twitter mirror?

Then surround yourself with what you are. Recreate yourself. Energy! Creativity! You are both what you eat AND what you tweet.

10 things I don’t like about 10 things

Have you noticed how many websites seduce you with small numbers and big items?  6 Reasons to Fail at anything; 12 ways to color your hair and not pay the hairdresser; 7 things you can do to prevent an early death, 6 ways to make a million bucks before you’re 30. Etc. Etc.

So tired of this written form of pimping for visitors. Not only is the blog short, it’s countable. Just not accountable. Pay attention. Count them – the many ways ‘I love thee’

Arbitrarily- I chose the number 7. My search: ‘7 ways to’:

Grow the Action Habit
Blog Anonymously
Approach Twitter
Work Faster on Slow Connections
Keep Fresh Content Flowing on You Blog

Make is stop, already. Here are 10 reasons for not liking numbered reasons:

1. 9 of 10 points are uninteresting
2. 8 of the 10 points are off the top of your head
3. Read ‘13 ways of looking at a blackbird’ With 13 there’s an intellectual challenge in it
4. I dream of the number #5
5. the points don’t rhyme (as in 1, 2, with shoe)
6. after 6 – things get thin
7. zzzzzzz’s
8. withers my soul
9. numbering without insight, slicing and dicing.
10. Try it inside out.

Same, same. – Just Sayin’

Why we don’t read from Darfur

Reading
Making Sense of Darfur

I’ve been thinking about Darfur and why our responses to the human devastation there are not as broad and tense as those we feel for the Iranians. I wondered about Darfur itself:  There must be no means of communication there. There is no technology there. There is only violence and poverty, rape and screaming. The sounds of guns. That is what is inside my head.

But I wondered if we could hear them even if they spoke to us. If they in Darfur could attempt to communicate with us as the Iranians are doing would we actually hear them?

In the back of my mind I began to hear echoes of a poem I read years ago. I could not remember from where -

knowledge of the oppressor
 this is the oppressor’s language

yet I need it to talk to you

And thought of communication. What is it to speak to someone about your life lived in a place where there is crying, where your children conceived in rape are the children of your enemy, where the language you must use is not your own, is the language of ‘the oppressor.’

More lines come back to me:

3. People suffer highly in poverty and it takes dignity and intelligence to overcome this suffering. Some of the suffering are: a child did not had dinner last night: a child steal because he did not have money to buy it: to hear a mother say she do not have money to buy food for her children and to see a child without cloth it will make tears in your eyes.

I searched online for these words and found them via the blog: ‘and a head full of songs

and found Adrienne Rich’s poem, ‘The Burning of Paper Instead of Children’.

The poem is an amazing scape of communication ranging from the Nazi’s burning of books in Germany, to the image of Joan of Arc, to women in Bangladesh, to herself trying to speak to a man.

She says,

(the fracture of order
the repair of speech
to overcome this suffering)

Of the pain of not being able to speak with true understanding on either side – she responds with only pain. She says,

though the books tell everything

burn the texts said Artaud

*****

Can we ask people suffering in Darfur to use 140 exquisite characters to express a fate we dare not think about let alone can relate to? And do they know our language well enough to throw it back into our faces as the Iranians do?

Iranians know us very well. Think of the posed photos of people looking at the camera, directly at us with a bloodied palm raised into the air. Posed not because what has happened is a photographic trick but because the photographs were taken to be shared with us. See how the faces look at the camera, the bloody hand poised.  Note the warning before the picture is unveiled. If the warning comes from the iranians, ironic, if from ourselves, even more so

http://www.boston.com/bigpicture/2009/06/irans_disputed_election.html (photo #39)

The Iranians know us. Warning: photograph may be too graphic. They know we can’t tolerate violence. Don’t ‘like’ violence. But their history is violence.

When my husband and I visited Rome the 2nd time, we had an Iranian cab driver. I shared our personal story of 911 and he shrugged. You Americans, he said. You think your own suffering is all that matters. We have lived in suffering’s history. We are used to blood. You are not.

In Iran, I venture, they know us better than we know ourselves. But we still haven’t a clue about them. Other than their yearning for their votes to count.

Darfur? Fractured speech. We are the oppressors: the English speaking Americans whose western ways create tumult in their country. And they can’t find a way to talk to us. And even if they could – in their fractured language could we relate?

One person posted in caps reading through #iranelection: “if half of this is true, it’s awful.’ Another, ‘I need to go there, I wish I were there.’

Somehow the stories of Darfur do not ring the ‘liberty bell’ of the imagination. Cultural, social, poverty, skin color – all get in the way of our hearing. But also, we know if we could hear, what would be spoken would be beyond belief.

This is a beginning for me to grasp a sense of what’s happening and of my own reticence. I am the oppressor – my language will always be your barrier or your weapon.

Adrienne Rich concludes in her struggle within ‘The Burning of Paper Instead of Children’

The typewriter is overheated, my mouth is burning. I cannot touch you and this is the oppressor’s language.

That, for me is the difference in my imagination between my response to Iran and Darfur. Or, at least, the beginning of understanding.

Grazed by Twitter

Things zoom by you here:
Billy Mays dies,  Honduras
coup, Michael Jackson
dies, Farrah Fawcett,
#iranelection,
sans spit or priority -
just so much wind
over the head.
Like missed bullets.

Do you read Doonesbury?

Dinner with friends last evening. Good people, good company. None have even a fleck of an interest in technology, Twitter, Facebook. Their sense of social media was what we were doing at the moment – having dinner and wine at a provided venue.

My husband mentions, as he takes out his Iphone, his wife is on Twitter. Tell them about Twitter, he says. And I look at their eyes knowing immediately there is no place to go to escape from what was inevitably coming next:

Do you do that typing that messes up the English language?

What kind of typing is that, I ask.

Well we have a son who texts all the time and you should see the mess of an excuse for language he uses.

Oh, I say, well a tweet isn’t exactly text messaging.

There’s that look again. And the comment I knew was coming:

‘Have you been reading Doonesbury?

Well yes, I say. And there are people who type badly and people who aren’t very sophisticated about how they’re using Twitter. I for one am just trying to get a handle on it.

Oh, they laugh. I don’t know why but I start to feel a bit hot under the b-cup. So a bit defensively I say – it’s a real community up there, you know. Real people.

I want to explain but they have moved on.

Final comment from dinner:

I don’t have any time to deal with stuff like that. I have a life.

& I don’t have anything to add unless you do, Folks :) Would be great to hear from you on this.

Should public schools pay for private education?

Reading List:

Boost for disabled kids
Twenty-Five Years of Progress in Educating Children with Disabilities Through IDEA
New Supreme Court decision woefully fails to address burden of special education costs and services

I have heard people say IDEA is out of date. That it presents an undue burden on the local schools. That the bill needs to be reconsidered. My fear is we all – schools and community members without special needs children forget what IDEA which was originally Public Law 94-142 was all about. 1975 really isn’t that long ago but our memories are very short.

What did we discover after the passage of that law? Well, the law said schools needed to search their communities to find and identify, test and assess handicapped children. Handicapped children were discovered locked in the basements and closets of private homes, and chained in cells in institutions where they were hosed down – kept in the dark and out of the public eye because they were an embarrassment, a burden, and an unknown entity.

After the Landmark decision, the search revealed these hidden children who, when brought out into the light, were discovered to have abilities and to be teachable.  Some were actually of normal intelligence. Some could be taught to talk and walk, to eat, to work, when taught by folks who had appropriate backgrounds.

Handicapped children benefited from having social lives, and so did the ‘normal children’ who were learning that normal had a range much broader than once thought.

“Before the enactment of Public Law 94-142, the fate of many individuals with disabilities was likely to be dim. Too many individuals lived in state institutions for persons with mental retardation or mental illness. In 1967, for example, state institutions were homes for almost 200,000 persons with significant disabilities. Many of these restrictive settings provided only minimal food, clothing, and shelter. Too often, persons with disabilities, such as Allan, were merely accommodated rather than assessed, educated, and rehabilitated. (See side bar: Allan’s Story.)”

A similar finding:

Public Law 94-142 was a response to Congressional concern for two groups of children: the more than 1 million children with disabilities who were excluded entirely from the education system and the children with disabilities who had only limited access “to the education system and were therefore denied an appropriate education. This latter group comprised more than half of all children with disabilities who were living in the United States at that time. These issues of improved access became guiding principles for further advances in educating children with disabilities over the last quarter of the 20th Century. “

Without this protection children with disabilities go back into hiding, go back to leading non-lives, wherein their talents are erased, wherein sexual neutering takes place, wherein they are locked up, locked out, hosed down and unfed. Wherein they are not accessed and uneducated.

In 1975 the stories were appalling. But in 2009? Inexcusable. That handicapped children are still considered a burden on the system. Consider – the Oregon SCHOOL psychologist saw nothing wrong with the child in the Oregon case. But there was something wrong. What’s the problem, then, with the school psychologist? The school was happy to get rid of that child. A burden. Without Federal Law where would he go, what would become of him? And even with it – his parents had to place him in a special environment.

Let the schools come up with programs. Find teachers. Include the handicapped. It is outrageous that that Oregon family should have to send their child away to an ‘academy’ After all these years – have we spent the time figuring out how to avoid IDEA instead of figuring out how to implement it? Do we not feel handicapped children are actual members of society?

Take a look at the governor of Ohio’s spending cutbacks. How many of those cut backs are for Special Needs? Why are the special needs programs the first to be cut? Because special needs people often can’t speak for themselves. They have no advocate. This is why under IDEA or PL 94-142 – parents too are provided protection. Because they need to advocate, to be voices. If not they – who?

One indicator of a truly civilized society is how that society cares for its least able. IDEA is not the problem. It exists, however, because there is a problem. We still do not feel special needs children are part of the community.  And we refuse to design programs that 1) will include them and 2) after time become part of the mainstream of offerings.

IDEA doesn’t have to be a punishing law for communities. If, at some point, communities get the IDEA.

My life goes on while people in Iran are dying

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Why Iran?

This is a quick post. But I have to record my experience. I am online all the time posting to Twitter. And reading posts : ‘went book shopping today’,  ’have convinced xxx to take me for Dairy Queen’,  ”Up’ made me cry, but this made me cry even more’,

In the meantime I poke my nose into #iranelection and see  ’confirmed – IF I AM ARRESTED THE NATION IS TO STRIKE INDEFINITELY’, ‘I am prepared For martyrdom, go on strike if I am arrested’, ‘Neda, the girl murdered by Basij today, and now the voice of the new revolution, has become trending topic on Twitter. #iranelection’, ‘Hospital sources put dead in Tehran at 19. #IranElection #GR88′

and I am pulled in. I find myself RT’ing, making blog posts, replying to supposed Iranians. I am afraid for them and I want to help. Then i go back to my ‘Home’ Twitter page and I read  ’Give us your presentation pitches for the ExpressionEngine Roadshow’,  ’Spent a lovely day doing nothing important. Relaxing. You?’, ‘Everyone on the planet needs to go see Food Inc the movie this weekend.  Seriously.’

and I am lost. When I was 16 my infant brother died a crib death. I recall sitting inside my house thinking ‘ traffic as normal, and the sun is shining, it is not raining’ and I felt alone and as if I knew or understood nothing.

This is how I feel on Twitter today.


So easy my grandmother can do it

This post requires the use of the royal ‘I’


Reading list:

I am 62. The original baby boomer born in 1946. A post war baby. I grew up in the 50’s and 60’s, went away to study for my Ph.D. in the 70’s, taught college for ~20 years. Early on I was also an Appalachian Volunteer – part of the original VISTA workers. I participated in Civil Rights marches, stop the war in Viet Nam activities, have a brother who actually was in Viet Nam, and I experienced first hand the deaths of John Kennedy, Martin Luther King, and Robert Kennedy. I raised two sons who are now in their 30’s.

In 1984 I began working with computers and learned to work with them in the days before actual manuals and when there were command line interfaces. I loved to write batch files with purpose and beta tested and helped along with millions of others to move the computer along in technology so that it became a bit of a toaster or a fridge – not something one thought of as exotic but thought of as a tool to something else – the video or the blog or the scientific work people now do. I taught my children and my husband how to use computers and I’m still the person who does tech support for home and neighbors.


And I have been thrifty, have prioritized my kids’ education, purchased a house that would dutifully cost me 10% of my monthly income and am one of the few economic strengths in retail markets.

But I am 62. I am a baby boomer. I am the grandmother folks refer to as in here’s a program ‘so easy my grandmother can do it’  Or, as in ‘the up and coming wave of boomers who are going to wipe the economy out (if not drain medicare)’. I am the boomer who is the reason for all the new jobs  defined as ‘aids for the elderly’, as in senior activity center, as in assisted living, as in Sun City. I don’t appear in movies or t.v. shows. If you see me I’m in the life insurance ads or the help me I’ve fallen ads. I am nothing and I have nothing to offer.

Worse than nothing, articles tell me I am part of the ‘me’ generation, an old druggie, the reason for Bush’s power for the last 8 years (the old generation versus the Obama young generation), and it is my selfish preoccupation that led to the economic downfall. AND we have talented friends who are intelligent and who have spent their lives in government, volunteer work, as teachers, Peace Corps volunteers, nurses, doctors – who now reside in a Sun City retirement area. Folks who have an enormous wealth of knowledge and experience who disappear inside those walls because retirement means from life as well as job.


Because a Not Welcome sign resides outside many public doors. That includes jobs. It includes folks who have no retirement left because of the corruption of politicians and or wall street.  I am rapidly becoming a ghost in the community. No longer seen but still available for babysitting. It includes department stores that feel women of my age have no sense of style, theaters who give me discounts but show very few movies that include me.


I am a cultural dichotomy having worked hard to pay into the system I am being considered a burden to.


So keep in mind: Just because I can’t find my glasses doesn’t mean I can’t actually see. Just Sayin’

Learning the Twitter Rules of Engagement

hash tags: #iranelection #gr88 #tehran


Reading List:

A journalistic conundrum: When does Twitter count as a reliable source?

U.S. Government Asks Twitter to Stay Up for #IranElection Crisis

Twitter Reschedules Maintenance Around #IranElection Controversy

State Dept. to Twitter: Iran too important, site fix can wait

“Inane and Half-Baked” Twitter Is the Forrest Gump of International Relations

Iran Election for Beginners


If Twitter is being used for the first time to provide a tool for revolutionaries, it, as a tool, has unnamed dangers. Those dangers have to be learned in the process of Twitter being used. As the dangers surface so do the reactive rules.

But the first rule regards by-standers:

Messages, requests, cries for help fly across the Twitter page in massive numbers. Confused by-standers  in the process of witnessing through reading the history processing in front of their eyes find remaining a bystander difficult. People don’t want to be by-standers. They want to help,  want to participate, be part of what is happening. The media form is too raw, the voices too direct.


So the First Rule of Twitter Engagement has to be: if you have no idea what’s going on, stay out of it. As enticing as it is to want to help, you can put others in harm’s way which is  something many  are learning now and over the last four or five days.


Next I offer, here, a list of rules as they were expressed by different voices who I have not identified. As they exist they are the new Rules of Engagement in using Twitter for any revolutionary operation. I’ve taken these directly from the Twitter posts.

Again to all who wish to help, PLEASE DO NOT BROADCAST PROXY SERVERS! Set them up but only DM to people in Iran #IranElection

Jun 15, 2009 11:58 PM GMT ·

Don’t overload #iranelection with things not about iran as it is becoming hard to follow and share news inside Iran

Jun 15, 2009 11:54 PM GMT

Iranian government is watching Twitter; when RTing Iranians, replace username with “Iran” (”RT from Iran”). #IranElection Please RT

Jun 15, 2009 11:57 PM GMT

WARNING! Do NOT go to shortened links or RT unless you know the Twitter ID who originates #IranElection #gr88 #Tehran RT PLZ

Jun 16, 2009 11:40 PM GMT

BE AWARE! @FreeMediaNews is a liar and spreading governmental propaganda! #IranElection

Jun 16, 2009 11:58 PM GMT ·

Links of Twitter accounts that are possible spies or trolls: http://twitspam.org/?p=1403 Check out. #iranelection #gr88

12 minutes ago from web

These lessons of revealed names and addresses are obvious in retrospect but the use of the tool was so new that the realization that both censors and those who wished for a changed Iran could use the interface. Not only was Twitter being used as a means of getting information out – but as a way to track down the revolutionaries.


One of the more remarkable posters for me and one who caught my attention early on was @persiankiwi. @persiankiwi’s proxies were being broadcast in an attempt to keep lines open or to indicate which lines were shut down. Folks who wanted to help were providing available proxies in replies. But the government or the censors were blocking the IP’s as quickly as they were made available.

Here is one extended series of Tweets from @persiankiwi as this person (or persons) seemed to learn consequences of tweets as quickly as requests were being made. You should read from the last post up:

29. several arrests today after tracking thru twiter proxys – #Iranelectionabout 15 hours ago from web   

30. any proxy addss shown on twitter is possible trap – freedom twitters in Iran DO NOT follow – YOUR LOCATION IS VISIBLE – #Iranelectionabout 15 hours ago from web   

31. any proxy addss twittered is blocked almost immediately – #Iranelectionabout 15 hours ago from web   

32. sorry for delay – no ISP could be accessed for long time – are now in a different location for very short time with ++ access #Iranelectionabout 15 hours ago from web   

33. DO NOT RT any other tweeters posts unless u are 100% sure they are GENUINE – #Iranelection – cont……..about 16 hours ago from mobile web

34. RT all my posts as much as possble to help confuse censors – #Iranelection – cont………about 17 hours ago from mobile web

35. our lives are in real danger now – we are the eyes – they need to stop us – #Iranelection cont….about 17 hours ago from mobile web

36. pls everyone change your location on tweeter to IRAN inc timezone GMT+3.30 hrs – #Iranelection – cont….about 17 hours ago from mobile web

37. for all followers outside iran pls follow my next tweet – v\important – #Iranelectionabout 17 hours ago from mobile web

38. you will know them by looking at their past tweets – cont…. – #Iranelectionabout 18 hours ago from mobile web

39. i cannot name the reliable sources because we are now the main attention of censors – but .. cont…. #Iranelectionabout 18 hours ago from mobile web

40. ignore all instructions from new twitters or twitters with no history of accurate posts – cont…. #Iranelectionsabout 19 hours ago from mobile web

41. do NOT follow any instructions on twitter except from the trusted sources – cont…… #Iranelectionabout 19 hours ago from mobile web

42. IMPORTANT to all tweeters in iran – follow my next message carefuully – #Iranelectionabout 19 hours ago from mobile web

At one point @persiankiwi asked if the world outside Iran had any sense of what was going on. Little did @persiankiwi understand that at that time those posts were the posts folks were getting information from.

We are all learning how this tool can be used. And in whose hands. Clearly the tool can be crafted by and for both sides in any political endeavor. As for by-standers, go ahead and watch, read, wear green, talk to each other. But if you aren’t, as @persiankiwi says,

DO NOT RT any other tweeters posts unless u are 100% sure they are GENUINE

And that knowledge is hard to come by on Twitter.

#iranelection & the search for truth

1.
Not wide awake this morning, I sat down with my coffee, launched Twitter and was instantly hooked onto #iranelection which was trending. I hadn’t heard much about Iran’s election aftermath before going to bed so I followed the hatch. Powerful.
Into Iran real time, hearing the voices of people engaged in the actual revolution. Riveting, really. For me, I was reminded of the protests in the United States to bring down the Viet Nam war or the protests during the Civil Rights work in the 50’s and 60’s.
I found myself moved by the faces of young people determined to take hold of their futures. The familiar young faces of students who the old guard will often strike at first because they represent the intellectuals, the people who will ask questions and not be satisfied with answers based on past practices.
And in the middle of those #iranelection streams I heard voices asking if news services were covering the events, whether journalists were getting the stories for people outside  Iran to see. And, though, yes, the news services were starting to post bits and pieces, it was hours into the events of Iran before any news in the US actually acknowledged what was happening.
2.
Other disturbing comments were coming out of the trending #iranelection related to how we know that what we’re hearing is the truth? How do we know that this is a voice from an actual experiencer in Iran? How do we know that what is happening has actually happened? For quite some time early reports went unverified – that dormitories were overtaken, that people were actually marching.
Ruminating, I thought back to the American Iraq invasion. What happened to truth in Iraq when American reporters were engaged as embedded journalists? Reporters told us they were safer that way – and since the American press wasn’t asking any questions – they thought themselves safe from the ‘enemy.’ Little did they know that the U.S. was the enemy. But since security was the reporters’ and journalists’ concern, the actual story of Iraq took a long time to tell. To our detriment.
This morning, though, to break my train of thought, I was listening to and reading and following posted urls attached to #iranelections. In the middle of which I  read
we are accessing twitter from open proxies. they are closing them as fast as we can find them.
It appears Iranian protestors needed proxies to upload film and photographs and to keep the tweet paths open.
We, here on this side of the Twitter screen including those who doubted the reality of the posts as well as the protests, needed photographs and film. We needed to see the events unfold for ourselves. We needed to see the actual people behind the events.
Still, in Iraq, reporters were on the ground, embedded and safe. They sent home photographs and films. But the truth didn’t get out either.
3.
Has anyone seen ‘The Year of Living Dangerously.’ That movie was about the truth and how difficult it is to recognize the truth. Linda Hunt plays an androgynous photographer named Billy who navigates a young reporter through Indonesia. Just as Billy’s ambiguous sexuality is symbolic, so are vision, and love.  And so is the truth. Billy, wrongfully thinking Sukamo was a people’s hero discovers the pathetic truth. He dies.
The reporter Billy was navigating, later suffered a detached retina in his search. Exhausted and injured he rests in Billy’s room recalling Billy’s passage from Bhagavad Gita ,”all is clouded by desire”.
4.
The truth is not something that is (as in X-Files) ‘out there’. The question really is, is there truth and if there is are we capable of seeing or knowing it?  How often has truth turned out to be wishful thinking? ‘All is clouded by desire’. Back then in Iraq, didn’t many of us want Iraq to be the actual truth? Did we want Iraq to be the cause of our suffering?
Passage is truth. So is humility. But rather than restore the art of journalism to its jungle stomping, we have converted our journalists into corporate employees. And our first concern? That they be safe.
Journalists are truth soldiers, folks. It’s that simple. But the simplicity of it has been lost to business, marketing, and power. Our constitution did not want the government to tell journalists what to say. But what about corporations, can they?
What has the struggle been over the years of web development? The great browser wars, the Yahoo and Google and MS – those wars. What are and were they about? The control of information.  Not browser superiority but control over information. And control over truth. We have already seen Google back down to China.
And we want Google to serve the news?
5.
A brief other related thought. For some reason, while thinking about all of this ‘heady’ stuff, I recalled Yossarian’s question, ‘Where are the Snowden’s of yesteryear from Heller’s Catch 22. I couldn’t recall the Villon poem the line was a play on so did the Google thing and found this:
The expression itself is a clever pun on the phrase “Where are the snows of yesteryear?” from Francois Villon’s 1462 poem “Des Dames du Temps Jadis ” or “Ballade of the Ladies of Bygone Times.” Villon used the phrase repetitively throughout the four stanzas of his poem to emphasise the passing of time and beauty than once lost can never be regained. (http://everything2.com/title/Where%2520are%2520the%2520Snowdens%2520of%2520yesteryear%253F)
I recognized it represented a lost vision we had as a young country whose goals were so ideal. We had lost the way. We lost the sense of our humanity and the ways of knowledge. Yet, this morning in the middle of my #iranelection musings, I did hear truth. I could fathom the role of the journalist inside the turmoil, inside the yearnings for control over one’s own future. Inside the feeling that such a quest was something to witness. Inside the desire for a voice to the outside.
We need proxy, the Iranian said, who has proxy.
Proxy is a  tech term, yes. But it also means to speak in the absence of someone. To speak for someone. To give the disembodied a voice. That had reverberating meaning to me this morning. Because, in that light, I understood what journalism and truth were all about. The job of the news, the job of the journalist is to give voice to those who cannot speak for themselves. To record the struggle that, gone unreported, would go unrecorded.
That is the job of the soldier journalist who is empowered by the First amendment to the Constitution. And though his or her vision may be clouded, and though we may seek out simpler times, still the journalist must be a foot soldier in the fields of war. And should give voice to whom is out there. So we, in our clouded minds, can see them for the humans they are and hear thier voices.

Reading list:
How the Iranian Elections Turned “CNN Fail” Into a Media Success

A journalistic conundrum: When does Twitter count as a reliable source?

1.

Not wide awake this morning, I sat down with my coffee, launched Twitter and was instantly hooked onto #iranelection which was trending. I hadn’t heard much about Iran’s election aftermath before going to bed so I followed the hash. Powerful.

Into Iran real time, hearing the voices of people engaged in the actual revolution. Riveting, really. For me, I was reminded of the protests in the United States to bring down the Viet Nam war or the protests during the Civil Rights work in the 50’s and 60’s.

I found myself moved by the faces of young people determined to take hold of their futures. The familiar young faces of students who the old guard will often strike at first because they represent the intellectuals, the people who will ask questions and not be satisfied with answers based on past practices.

And in the middle of those #iranelection streams I heard voices asking if news services were covering the events, whether journalists were getting the stories for people outside  Iran to see. And, though, yes, the news services were starting to post bits and pieces, it was hours into the events of Iran before any news in the US actually acknowledged what was happening.

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Other disturbing comments were coming out of the trending #iranelection related to how we know that what we’re hearing is the truth? How do we know that this is a voice from an actual experiencer in Iran? How do we know that what is happening has actually happened? For quite some time early reports went unverified – that dormitories were overtaken, that people were actually marching.

Ruminating, I thought back to the American Iraq invasion. What happened to truth in Iraq when American reporters were engaged as embedded journalists? Reporters told us they were safer that way – and since the American press wasn’t asking any questions – they thought themselves safe from the ‘enemy.’ Little did they know that the U.S. was the enemy. But since security was the reporters’ and journalists’ concern, the actual story of Iraq took a long time to tell. To our detriment.

This morning, though, to break my train of thought, I was listening to and reading and following posted urls attached to #iranelections. In the middle of which I  read

we are accessing twitter from open proxies. they are closing them as fast as we can find them.

It appears Iranian protestors needed proxies to upload film and photographs and to keep the tweet paths open.

We, here on this side of the Twitter screen including those who doubted the reality of the posts as well as the protests, needed photographs and film. We needed to see the events unfold for ourselves. We needed to see the actual people behind the events.

Still, in Iraq, reporters were on the ground, embedded and safe. They sent home photographs and films. But the truth didn’t get out either.

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Has anyone seen ‘The Year of Living Dangerously.’ That movie was about the truth and how difficult it is to recognize the truth. Linda Hunt plays an androgynous photographer named Billy who navigates a young reporter through Indonesia. Just as Billy’s ambiguous sexuality is symbolic, so are vision, and love.  And so is the truth. Billy, wrongfully thinking Sukamo was a people’s hero discovers the pathetic truth. He dies.

The reporter Billy was navigating, later suffered a detached retina in his search. Exhausted and injured he rests in Billy’s room recalling Billy’s passage from Bhagavad Gita ,”all is clouded by desire”.

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The truth is not something that is (as in X-Files) ‘out there’. The question really is, is there truth and if there is are we capable of seeing or knowing it?  How often has truth turned out to be wishful thinking? ‘All is clouded by desire’. Back then in Iraq, didn’t many of us want Iraq to be the actual truth? Didn’t we want Iraq to be the cause of our suffering?

Passage is truth. So is humility. But rather than restore the art of journalism to its jungle stomping, we have converted our journalists into corporate employees. And our first concern? That they be safe.

Journalists are truth soldiers, folks. It’s that simple. But the simplicity of it has been lost to business, marketing, and power. Our constitution did not want the government to tell journalists what to say. But what about corporations, can they?

What has the struggle been over the years of web development? The great browser wars, the Yahoo and Google and MS – those wars. What are and were they about? The control of information.  Not browser superiority but control over information. And control over truth. We have already seen Google back down to China.

And we want Google to serve the news?

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A brief other related thought. For some reason, while thinking about all of this ‘heady’ stuff, I recalled Yossarian’s question, ‘Where are the Snowden’s of yesteryear from Heller’s Catch 22. I couldn’t recall the Villon poem the line was a play on so did the Google thing and found this:

The expression itself is a clever pun on the phrase “Where are the snows of yesteryear?” from Francois Villon’s 1462 poem “Des Dames du Temps Jadis ” or “Ballade of the Ladies of Bygone Times.” Villon used the phrase repetitively throughout the four stanzas of his poem to emphasise the passing of time and beauty than once lost can never be regained.

I recognized it represented a lost vision we had as a young country whose goals were so ideal. We had lost the way. We lost the sense of our humanity and the ways of knowledge. Yet, this morning in the middle of my #iranelection musings, I did hear truth. I could fathom the role of the journalist inside the turmoil, inside the yearnings for control over one’s own future. Inside the feeling that such a quest was something to witness. Inside the desire for a voice to the outside.

We need proxy, the Iranian said, who has proxy.

Proxy is a  tech term, yes. But it also means to speak in the absence of someone. To speak for someone. To give the disembodied a voice. That had reverberating meaning to me this morning. Because, in that light, I understood what journalism and truth were all about. The job of the news, the job of the journalist is to give voice to those who cannot speak for themselves. To record the struggle that, gone unreported, would go unrecorded.

That is the job of the soldier journalist who is empowered by the First amendment to the Constitution. And though his or her vision may be clouded, and though we may seek out simpler times, still the journalist must be a foot soldier in the fields of war. And should give voice to whom is out there. So we, in our clouded minds, can see them for the humans they are and hear their voices.